Devon Culbert - Happy 4 U lyrics

[Produced by Wonderlust] [Artwork by Devon Culbert] [Verse 1] Everybody minds on the dollars and the commas but ain't seeing no change (No change) b**hes give it up without a rubber to they lover, never used they brain (They brain) Wanna cop a rollie with a candy paint whip and some chains, new slaves (New slaves) Take me to the reverend, talk to me bout heaven but never felt my pain (My pain) You wanna talk demons scratching at your back b**h let's debate (Ahh!) I got a blunt rolled up in a ‘rillo packed full with regrets and mistakes (*cough*) And every day I'm living like my last cause my past gonna catch up Headed for legend, edit that message We need a parrot with a carat in his mouth shining Put the stars into alignment Raising the bar like grapes drying in the baking sun But I be wasting time and I be painting numb Like the scum I am I can-not say sh** to you Drive a Sedan but you got a BMW Three kids loving you and one broad hugging you Got fame, no gang but you still my cuz And you still my blood, no matter what bruh you got my trust You made it out of the city where the nitty lurk and kitties birth And kiddies hurt, whiskey in the kidney got the dizzy hurd Speech slurred, reverse, revert to sobriety, society, no sir People got them felonies and every shooter dead to me All I got is jealousy, and envy, you hear me b**h? All I got is jealousy in me- [Hook 1] But I'm still happy for you God damn I'm still happy for you Happy, happy, happy, happy for you I'm still I'm still happy I'm still happy for you Damn man I'm still happy for you You got a degree and a ring sh** I'm happy for you I'm happy Happy Happy For you Happy [Verse 2] I met her at fourteen years old And what I love most is she had so much soul She said “My name Miranda, I ain't into all the drama And I really miss my momma and I really hate my papa” I'm like “sh** me too”, we from different genres And planets, and you a pianist, and a little bit of saxophone I'm a rapper doe, so one thing I know is you won't be playing this Praying is how you keep balance, my homies got habits For ridding all they problems with tablets and acid and vag lips Everybody wanna puff dragons and ditch on they cla**es, dammit You kept me near Jesus, away from my demons Low-key, I was still hating on my genius You taped up all the pieces and sh** Even tried to get me to stop cursing and sh** In my verses and sh** I even went to church for a bit, I was nervous as sh** If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be on Earth at six- Teen years old but the bonds grow old I told you that over time I get close To know a person that they just grow cold And I said I really like you and you really liked me And I really really liked you but you said not me, so now I'm dealing with depression cause I never learn my lessons And you a grown women and I'm still a adolescent I wanna say “f** you” but my mouth won't open So I'm coping, I'm still on the phone and you say “Devon, please”, just take this eas- I say to invite me to your wedding, so I can say objection And all this other sh** I'm stressing cause- [Hook 2] But I'm happy for you Yeah girl, I'm still happy for you No, I'm happy for you Good God, I'm so happy for you I'm happy for you I'm real happy for you Yeah I'm happy for you On God I'm so happy for you You got a nice, christian, man Just like you said How can I not be happy for you I'm so happy Happy So happy Love it For you [Verse 3] Sometimes I sit and wonder bout what the keys to life is My vices be plaguing and breaking my psyche Patience I'm bracing, my IVs going icy I'm highly contagious, children of Ron Reagan Making us push the rock of Gibalter We altered so now we burning bushes at the altar Cooking up crack 'till that sh** walk on water Quarter order like Dora, pushing it out the border Not me, I stayed straight, kept a clean slate Put food on my plate, how I kept weight Never wanted beef so I gave back tofu To hold you, but only so much 'til I go Goku What'll make me happy, is it love, is it d**? Is it family, understanding me or finally reach Insanity, I plan to be in first before a hearse Verse before I work, but I'm cursed to do the dirt The worst