Devin Turner - End Of My Rope lyrics

(Hook) And there is no light out Even when I feel like I've done all I can You will lend your hand With my hope renewed I now You're there Even when I'm at the end of my rope (Verse) I tried to take my life twice Self esteem was something like black ice You ever been that low? When I was 12 years old, my life was a joke Wrapped the cord round my neck slow Started squeezin' till I heard the Lord I can't explain what He sound like It was a NO and I was precious in his holy sight Dropped the chord on the floor, on my knees prayin' No idea God's plans, ? baby Marbles down the hall, she ain't know Tryna hate myself, I ain't one to live, no I thought I had no reason to live A social outkast, thinkin' d**h can help him pa** All the pain can be gone so fast Tears down my face, God gave me hope that'll last (Hook) And there is no light out Even when I feel like I've done all I can You will lend your hand With my hope renewed I now You're there Even when I'm at the end of my rope (Verse 2) I just wanted to die, I can't deny My life was a mess, bullies and stress Feel like dad looked up more to me Cla** mate picked on emboldened me Small and skinny dude with the gla**es No fast ascent, tryna ace cla**es I was small like Nemo And all these sharks lurkin', I'm a fish and they starvin' tho I gotta leave this planet cuz this life I dammit At the end of this rope and don't nobody care if I, nah, it's time to end it They ain't gon' miss nobody, grab a tissue Then I got this piece inside tho Must be that voice of God, I ain't lie tho She told me in dark times to call His name I prayed He gave me piece of mind through the pain And nothing was the same after I was in dark chains until the Master Gave me hope, I was hopeless in these dark times Then I got connected to the source of life [...] Don't take yo own life, give it to Christ, cuz He can heal! (Hook) And there is no light out Even when I feel like I've done all I can You will lend your hand With my hope renewed I now You're there Even when I'm at the end of my rope