Deviated Presence - Storm (eerie Sphere Pt.2) lyrics

calm in my mind, at last, only for some moments, admiring the elements raging around me the rain is heavy, turns the nocturnal world to hazy dark grey wind lashes the scenery around my small protective shell the storm makes driving a flight contentment comes as d**h seems present in wrathful nature stormy days, huge projection of the turmoil inside my head clean the earth of the violating order and ease my soul travelling home through purified air, street signs shining plainly like these thoughts arising in isolation. parts of circle exploding in life i was when trying to rebuild the ruins. inundated they would be, first panical hyperactivity now gone life has been drawn out and replaced connections fade as hope does leaving me exposed no air to call for help left proceed in functions past is stronger than before emptiness and pain distorted scenes, pictures from the past flashing in a new surge of the storm. rage arises, the calm is gone stormy days, huge projection of the turmoil inside my head clean the earth of the violating order and ease my soul crawling towards a light that may crumble every second the circle closes again thinner than any time before cognition grown to a higher level of understanding a small part one more circle to show futility time has grown old, sinister dreadful thoughts, awful conflict between loathing and compa**ion. ready for seclusion, the highway sounds distantly through frozen air. they all pa**, i have to stay. the journey's end should not have come