Deviated Presence - Hope lyrics

Lost all the way Torn apart by demands Restless my fight Not to fall While probably I'm Already down When substance controls my reality It's my hope that dies When everything's wrong It's hope that makes me try When things catch up with me It's hope that fuels my soul To feel panic and run It's all the grief I've collected that Feeds my thoughts The path of pain Prison of hopes It's all the same Unperspective road Running through the forests of my life Floating on forgotten memories It is hunting me again Takes my breath, swallows any sound It's running through the undergrowth But muted are my cries Still catching up with me Never can i outrun this part of me While time takes its toll Nothing changes anyway This episode will go past As it all does All these thoughts of a wasted life All these memories in my head All this pain now coming back And these echos in my ears (if I cannot wake up...) Lost time we can't repair (...I might as well...) This all now fades away (...sleep forever) When hope leaves life and d**h's the same When substance controls my reality It's my hope that dies When everything's wrong It's hope that makes me try When things catch up with me It's hope that fuels my soul To feel panic and run Running through the forests of my life Floating on forgotten memories It is hunting me again Takes my breath, swallows any sound