Deviated Presence - Chaos lyrics

My chaos is the battlefield of mental war. The enemies: myself and everyone else. I feel drawn out, them to slaughter. Disdain, the urge for undermination, unseen i proceed. The farther i get the more i'm drained. Every victory leaves me defeated Suffering myself Where's my ally to defy this cursed me? Turn the lights out in the dusk, snuff the last glow of my candle. Enforce my blackness, till all of me has turned to hate No one is here, the panic reaching out and schizophrenic motivations Hauling me This world is like a horror vision Distorted beings in it Produced by conversion error, Produced by my own mind. Bleakness will never end, Abandonment in my escape weighted down by calamity. I will defy, strengthen the mental fortress, Derive what threatens me Find protection in emotional d**h. Descent continues Grinds me down to nothing No space, constricted, unable to move Cling to the last reasons Strive against losing faith in them Tormented by uncontrolled fear Suffering myself Where's my ally to defy this cursed me? Turn the lights out in the dusk, snuff the last glow of my candle. Enforce my blackness, till all of me has turned to hate Happiness so quickly gone Moments seem a million years ago The truth hurts, perception is always something wrong Cut short my way, k** the future