Deviant Zen - In the Cold lyrics

[Verse 1: Deviant Zen] Look at all this tundra and snow It's a hundred below zero degrees in Fahrenheit This world that I'm in is so cruel that I'm thinking Bout dying to get into paradise I'm tired of seeing this barren sight All alone and freezing to d**h Tired of meaningless steps to receive your respect So cold, so weak, so depressed Dealing with stress I'm trying to cope Looking everywhere to find some hope And if I don't find it then all I know Is that I'll stop living life and start dying slow Feels like I'm going down an icy road Cuz nothing is under my control So I brake but I keep on sliding forwards Down a path to d**h society chose It's so hard to live up to the expectations Everyone has of you Money comes first in every situation And if you don't have it than ain't nobody love you That's no way to live. I swear to god I'm done My father once told me to have those goals to achieve If I don't than I'm not his son But don't get it twisted and wrong See I know that you only want what's best for me But shouldn't I be the judge of that Shouldn't I handle my own destiny? Your advice is sound and yes, I agree With a lot of what you say but let me be I'm pretty sure I know what I'm doing with my life And the definition of success for me [Verse 2] Time pa**es and people change I guess I should have foreseen it being this way It is what it is so I'll live with it But there's a couple of things I need to say To all my old friends who are strangers now There is no need for y'all to feign a smile Your spot in my circle is vacant now It's your fault things will never be the same Riding to the d**h? Well you're not here I a**umed you died You crossed me now you're crucified Don't expect me to be at your funeral, mate See I used to think y'all there for me But when I was down you were never around So, if you ever strike out in life than Imma just laugh hysterically I ain't even bothered, already forgotten About that lying old crew I lost When I was just trying to do my part Y'all were driving an icicle through my heart That's the reason I'm cold as ice Want to warm up to me? Not a chance! Just keep your distance and I'll keep mine But come near and get crushed by an avalanche By the way, one more thing For you critics and doubters Think what you feel and say what you will But guess what you ain't gonna limit my power That's it I've spoken I'm on the road Not stopping to sniff at the flowers Walking a snowstorm Icy determination yeah this is my hour!