Deuteronomium - Empty Shell lyrics

It feels like yesterday When I decided to turn away Raised you to the place of God Respected more than cleansing blood I built my life with my own will I became tough, conscience was still In fever of love I did it all Counted on you, now I shall fall Long time I was running blind It was up to me, I left all behind You took my all and gave me hell Wonderworld crushed, I was empty shell So what I got was worse than nothing Hurting memories, silent suffering The shell stands tall and show goes on But all from inside seems to be gone Watch me God as I'm creeping back to you I'm crying for mercy and feeling blue Open my eyes and make me see Bless my life and set me free Long time I was running blind It was up to me, I left all behind You took my all and gave me hell Wonderworld crushed, I was empty shell