Desultory - Uneven Numbers lyrics

Can't decrypt this code, can't hear you, you scare me Repeating history, this silence is deafening Advancing backwards, still counting, still hoping Throw it all away, translucent and hollow Can't give forgiveness now, it's tragic, pathetic Scribbling figures, no control, I'm in free-fall No emotions left, just waiting for nothing Breaking me apart, replaced and forgotten Once again I'm standing here with nothing Once again I'm left alone Once again, can't you feed this sorrow? Your soul will be standing right next to mine