Dessau - Isolation (Live) lyrics

In fear every day, every evening He calls us aloud from above Carefully watched for a reason Painstaking devotion and love Surrendered to self preservation From others who care for themself A blindness that touches perfection It's the same as anything else Isolation... Mother, I tried, please believe me I'm doing the best that I can I'm ashamed of the things I've been put through I'm ashamed of the person I am Isolation... But if you could just see the beauty Things I could never describe This is my? ?