Despised Icon - Fainted Blue Ornaments lyrics

The acid reflux in my throat hasn't appeased my taste for bitter blondes I've twisted so many necks and now their souls daily blind my mind Your presence, I took for granted I deceived your confidence I'll never achieve emotional numbness, Nor will I enjoy a single peaceful rest Your presence, I took for granted I deceived your confidence Your angelic hand touches my venomous spine through overwhelming nightmares I now stand under this Damocles dagger I'll k** again to lighten apathy towards me The amazing brightness that makes you so precious and exceptional tears me apart I need your presence but my shadow is tarnishing your radiance I feel remorse but unfortunate events make my world uglier this morning Repentance hurts but not enough Let's start again tonight