Descartes A Kant - Bluish lyrics

I don't know which was the moment. I just remember suddenly being here The body is dead My mind is the controller All seems so bright and fast. My heart will breathe. I never meant to disappear so long. I had to leave. I was feeling tainted. I never meant to disappear so long. I left our home to try to fund us something better. I know big love. I have to give more than hard words. But if you say you're in the game you'll be my sick, sick, sick; my sweet bone breaker. But if you say you're in the game, you'll be my sick, sick, sick; my sweet bone breaker Say the code word, slow. Stop that freaky motion, slow. 'Cause I'm fierce and sad, I'm fierce and sad, I'm fierce, I'm self, self destruction.