Departures - The Last Drive lyrics

I opened the car door and climbed inside Trembling hands clutching broken pride Stare through misted gla** as my thoughts rewind I was counting every breath, I was counting on the end I just wanted a way out As I pull out the street, it's now totally out of reach And I keep repeating, I don't care This is what it's like when losing everything is everything that you wanted I should have cut out my tongue and filled that room with silence, That silence would never have brought me here But sitting in this front seat as the mist begins to clear I've never seen the rain look so beautiful So now it's like our hands never touched, It's like we never said goodbye I couldn't have given it all away, because it was never really mine I'll always cherish this Friday night, holding my pride so f**ing tight