Departures - Remembrance lyrics

Waking up so cold In this bed I've laced with sweat Dripping in all my “used to be's” As I start to reminisce, I start to breathe it in That nostalgic air I remember thinking Those were the days when the rain couldn't fall I remember the deep blue skies And not having a f**ing care in the world But I know it's not real And I can't escape this This air has filled my lungs And I can't breathe out This nostalgic air is so f**ing stale How could I forget? All the horror and all the regret Those were never our beautiful days (forgetting, forgetting) They will always be our darker days (forgetting, forgetting) We were living through our darker days Forgetting, forgetting