Departures - Weak Before Winter lyrics

It's been two weeks since pulling out my first heart All that's left is the anger, that was there from the start Stuck in reverse down this one way street, I try and hold my mouth but I can't f**ing speak I try and open my mouth, but only silence comes out I wonder if she knew, I never flinched as I walked away I turned our future fears into our nothing years, That's been a month now, still haven't felt a thing Feeling so hated for playing the honest game Walking out your door, my heart begins to soar This love I've abandoned never did look good on me This love I've abandoned, was just one big f**ing mistake I wonder if she knew, I never flinched as I walked away