Departures - The Sign Off lyrics

I find it hard to search for the words to say Stuck inside on this meaningless day I look at missed calls from my so called friends (Okay they care) I need to drop these bitter feelings I don't want to be like all the rest Stuck with tunnel vision And a bitter heart in my chest And this chest is going to f**ing explode I remember the day I cared The sun shone and the flowers grew Now the flowers are all dead And i'm f**ing through I've given up on you I thought we'd make it If this is what you'd call a victory Then you can take it At a party with none of my friends Friendly faces that's where it ends They gave up on me, i'm doing the same I know i'm not the one to blame He's here again, he's shouting the odds I guess this is me counting the costs I've counted enough, I couldn't care less Their bitter hearts can die in their chests I've given up, I'm f**ing out This is my resignation And as for all of you We're f**ing through This ship has sailed