Denile (Jakey Chaos) - Tried To Let You Know lyrics

[Verse 1] Really I think it's time to get the dust moving I always do this to myself and never trust choosing Is there a bright side to this darkness or am I just losing? The path I've taken led me here so why's it so confusing? Recently I've been pushin' it down to hide discreetly Neatly like I'm packin' up baggage and keep it deeply Repeating what I've heard until I'm f**in' up completely And I seem to do this over on a basis of the weekly A cold man who walks alone but you just pa** him by You'll never see the pain inside just beneath the eyes He goes home and an empty room is what he finds Day after day just tryna come up with a decent line To grant the validation he's been seekin' to the ends Because he never got respect from his family and friends But letting out the stress is how he hopes to cleanse When he's looking at the world through a cloudy broken lens [Hook] Tried to let you know When I felt like letting go I gave it up, I gave up Tried to keep it closed When I'm feeling so exposed I let you go, I let go Tried to let you know... know... know That I... felt like letting go Tried to keep it closed When I'm feeling so exposed I let you go I let go [Verse 2] I'm just a tortured soul lookin' for some clarity But tryna find it in this world is a rarity I don't need pity and I sure don't want your charity Acceptin' that would turn me into somethin' like a parody But its okay cause I can brave this bitter maze And I know when I get through it I'll be seein' better days Ill be honest I'm not the kind of guy that has the mental strength Been tryin' for a while but I'm frightened by that center stage It's takes me everything I have to try to put my all in I'm steppin' closer to the edge but keep my foot from fallin' Been tryna find somebody that can talk but they ain't callin' Probably withdrawlin' from the crystal while I'm up here stallin' Guess that's how it goes in The City of Sin Wake up from the night before feelin' sh**ty again Those d**'ll f** you up I've been there felt the pity within Because I saw the way my life became so gritty and grim [Verse 3] I've been meanin' to let this sh** out for a while And help you understand the reason I'm stuck in denial I'd love to write a verse that gets you to smile But I think that kind of poetry just isn't my style At least I know that someone out there has to relate Contradicting what the people in my past would say Practicing my art and working on the craft everyday Movin' fast blazin' pa**ed all of the trash in my way So take a second glance, you know you still got a chance Even if you're seein' darkness try your hardest, you'll advance You got it in you I know it so go for broke Let 'em feel the pain in every word that you wrote You don't gotta make it big, to prove that you're not a joke I've seen the way that you mope, around when you've lost hope But you can cope, you're more than what you've scribbled on a note So keep your head up high, don't lose sight of the only goal that's in your scope