DENARD DAPOET - A MILLION TEARS lyrics

VERSE 1 The very first one that I shed was at birth The next couple thousand for lack of some words The ones after that prolly had no real worth Cuz I couldn't go outside and play catch with my nerf So into tears I robotically burst To make em feel guilty like they were the worst Sometimes it worked sometimes it didn't sometimes I got my a** whipped as they cursed Giving me reasons to really go cry but thru all the tears shed none had came with the hurt Of having someone prematurely leave earth restin in peace in 6 ft fulla dirt And we knew each other since we were some squirts From the sandbox til ya mans drops cuz ya man's shot and ya mans not gonna be able to make it still hear the nurse Tellin me i should expect to worse But her eyes said its time to select a hearse But she couldn't bare being the one to tell a child hood friend ya friends life dispersed Into thin air but she ain't have to Cuz on the way there staring at the moon it looked so huge and soooo full and i coulda swore i felt you past through I know it sound crazy but a tear dropped Thinking damn I pose to went to And when I fouNd out you was trying to stop the sh** I know I prolly been with him 2 Who woulda known when in picked up this phone it be smitty tellin me That you had got shot To leaving this hospital acting all crazy crying like a baby in this parking lot CHORUS Tears n tears rollin down my cheek Wept so much puddles at my feet Heart too broken to escape the grief So this the outcome that ive become Emotions get so suppressed now so you will never see a million and one VERSE 2 Can't stop it from coming when it rain and it pours When friends lose they life it's like taking from yours They used to say. that d**h round the corner. now its more like it come banging on doors Cuz dre died and tae died and rob died And dame died and grotz died and my father died and black died and boo died Then homie go and commit suicide so him and my father did it to themself My father cuz of cigarettes and liquor the rest were strictly to the Hands of someone else And these are just some of the personal loses I dealt with and felt On top of that all the innocent children so if you wondering why Why u always smiling is what they steady ask That's to hide the pain when u got children in other countries dying from deadly gas That they own government let loose having flash backs of that neck noose Wrapped around the necks of my own people Not giving the rights of whole people That's so evil But this is the life that we all have been trapped in (all have been trapped in) Povery stricken apartmemts and projects we all have been packed in (all have been packed in) So if you just think that I don't give a f** and I don't have a care (don't have a care) Know that I do. its just from know on. you won't get a tear