DempseyRollBoy - Heartbeat lyrics

(hook) Tonight feels like the worst night of my life, it's like the world is endin Why can't i do one thing right except this form of self expression Every breath i take is painful sh*t went left i lost direction Now i'm left with nothing, just a twisted lie and my reflection (verse 1) fu*k a happy ending this is real life no fabrication I wake up tired, i wake up dead inside i have no motivation My mind and my body's divided, i just can't handle the separation Listen i can't even hide it, every song i write is a contemplation Y'all know i come with the bars Ink on my body to cover the scars I light a blunt then i fly with the stars I'm in a world of my own i'm on mars All of my secrets they tear me apart sh*t that you won't ever see from afar Drb ill always be in the dark This ain't no beat this the beat of my heart, yeah I ain't got nothing to prove, y'all know what happens when i'm on the track I'm putting nails in coffins y'all must've forgot, so let me remind you i'm back Better than ever but sadder than ever depression and terror's been making me crack Cold like december i'll make you remember those feelings you tried to leave in the past I ain't pretending i'm meeting my destiny There ain't no saving me, nobody's blessing me I don't make friends i make money and enemies And i'm still keeping it hidden identity I'm undercover it's killing me mentally My only medicine's making theses melodies Painting these verses is my only therapy My only purpose is leaving a legacy (hook) Tonight feels like the worst night of my life, it's like the world is endin Why can't i do one thing right except this form of self expression Every breath i take is painful sh*t went left i lost direction Now i'm left with nothing, just a twisted lie and my reflection (verse 2) b*tch i'm what a prophet is Yeah we're polar opposites I'm losing my concioussness My future is omminous No one knows me just the old me, i remain annonomous I can't just erase my sins i've gotta face the concequince Noting's next i've reached the end, my time is up don't cry for me I gave it my best but i just don't mesh with society I lost myself entirley, consumed by my anxiety When i move on from all this fu*kin pain i'll do it silently I never accepted myself because nobody else did my life was a lie I'm always hurting myself when i'm all by myself, it's like i'm only waiting to die I'm giving up but i had a good run Listen i swear that i tried and i tried I just decided i'm saying goodbye So if you miss me look up to the sky i'm gone