Demise - Searching lyrics

Searching for gladness disturb calm The aim retires, I lose the horizon Another while of doubt In people's eyes white flames burning Colorless and empty Their warmth is just an illusion The fire goes out before it burst To make an eruption on time Every day I see this fire I'm afraid to touch it I'm afraid to burn The pain is short but painful It leaves a durable sign I want to burn a fire (When suffering grows Clouds of misanthropy approach Black or white Depending on the point of view) A fire without emptiness and fear Which gives warmth and peace I want...