Demise - Icarus lyrics

Many times I wanted to surrender to fulfilment To accept a really different feelings Shyness and hostility were a barrier They were holding me in claws, I tried set myself free I've made it at the end but results of slavery Made my body and mind mad Torn structure was still alive And did everything to finish its mission There were raging wings and storms in my soul I was uneasy, fouled and angry The inside was not visible through my eyes It was grey and I didn't see anything I decided to jump to feel it for at least a while Fly like an Icarus but without the wings, go down I knew what's gonna be when I reach the ground The while was important, not the consequences