Dekad - Not Really There lyrics

I try to write a letter but I can't find the words I hate this white paper so far away so close I try to an*lyze the miracle inside But I get paralyzed, I need to set aside I feel the distance Everything you do makes my life brighter (You don't really care) Everything you say makes my pain lighter (You don't really care) You were a beautiful mistake, makes my dreams darker (You don't really care) Everything you do, everything you say (You're not really there) Have you ever tried to wonder or whisper my name Are you still dreaming of me and think you are the one to blame I try to an*lyze the miracle inside But I get paralyzed, I need to set aside I feel the distance Everything you do makes my life brighter (You don't really care) Everything you say makes my pain lighter (You don't really care) You were a beautiful mistake, makes my dreams darker (You don't really care) Everything you do, everything you say (You're not really there)