Dejay Garcia - MockingBird (Dejay Garcia Remix) lyrics

Verse See all my friends are getting shot up or either getting stabbed And im just sitting wondering if its going to be me next That ends up with a face full of concrete With oh so many pot holes from shots thrown in my f**ing back Keep yo head down, lay low, thats what i was told, even doing so most motherf**ers dont want you to grow This the type of sh** that makes me want to end it all here Go back to pills and drink heavily like marilyn monroe did Im sick and tired of the bull sh**, im starting to lose it, somebody hand me a tool kit, so i could just cool it I should be the one thats out there shining Ima diamond, in the ruff that these labels should be signing I got the whole package, in battles i strike like lightning I do my own songwriting so why won't some body sign me Im trying to use my hustle to muscle my struggle, that im knuckled up with in a scuffle, stumbling ready to tumble and fumbles a struggle im in need to persevere So i could lose some of my troubles, move to the light at the end of the tunnel, and bury all this f**ing bullsh** with a shovel Finally move on from it and look back on it no further To my father, this mark you've given me's a curse I dont know whats worse this mark or features i got since my birth All i know is that together its like being in a car crash Where ten thousand needles k** you from the air bag Chorus Deep down inside im so pissed off i just wanna break down So many mixed emotions goin on within me all i freaken know is that im done Lately everything up untill this point ive been doing seemed, right but it was wrong So what the f** have i been doing most of my life i dont even f**ing know but im done iight