Deinonychus - A Last Lament lyrics

Yes it's true, my life-story is one of a failure Yet nothing can bring me back what was taken away For my heart is still burning with her flame I hope i can still join her, whatever the pain Why not? I was the one who forced her from me I murdered myself a hundred times, you can see the lines Oh, when i realised what i had done to her I thought of every way to undo the crime That we could make it how it used to be No! Why? You cannot imagine how desperate i feel This all seems so dream-like and unreal Time1 What is time to someone in grief I can't even shed tears, just this blank disbelief Perhaps i cried once a century ago Here i stand shadowed by the trees and the midnight moon Commiting this sad tale onto paper And to tell you, please think of me! Who created this pain I suffer inside? Who condemned me! To this immortality!!? Reborn with no name It can never be the same No more peace for me I give myself to eternity!