Defeated Sanity - Carnal Deliverance lyrics

In bitterness and repugnance I've pa**ed the point of no return... Reborn in infamy Feeding my new found lust Vigor increases with Each stab I execute No signs of sympathy, Compa**ion for their screams As I sever their heads Joy returns to my life... Drilling holes into skulls of the living Corrosive substance injected cerebrally Privileged to witness unknown mysteries Victims awake in a state zombified Inhaling the odours of composted flesh Halfway dissolved in acid, hands and genitals mummified Experimenting with forms of persecution Identifying the source of my excitement Frustration and discontent, a stony path Suddenly - the answer's clear My deeds - shall now be seen Spewing - back at them publicly The mental torture they have induced to me My vision of bliss becoming reality As I walk through the crowd One fierce impulse takes control Chopping into this terrified ma** of flesh (How many will I be able to take with me?) Fetus punctured Trough the womb Decollated Sputtering stumps painting the streets Vigor stays Undiminished As I butcher Dozens more Suddenly blackness surrounds My demise I have calculated, expected, desired