Defeat The Low - Turn To Hate lyrics

I've been trying to find a way to do it best to release this tension weighing It's weighing on my chest And I don't need to wonder anymore at all The words that you speak to keep me believing Just let this turn to hate So I can push this all away Because I swear that I'd have better luck talking to and staring at the walls I only stepped outside to collect myself I just had to catch my breath And that's when you lost control Like right then you'd had enough So you locked me out I had no choice, what was I supposed to do I created all the static that you're clinging to And it's something that you're not used to, at all There is the fondest memory of you inside me that I can't seem to shake, I can't seem to shake There is the fondest habit that's deep inside of me that I can't seem to break, I can't seem to break