Deestylisitcs - Hard To Love A Gangster lyrics

Baby u noe it's hella hard for me to love a gangsta U making me full of misery nd all this anger I could never turn my cheek and call u a stranger Baby u noe it's hella hard for me to love a gangsta Times is in the wind, slowly drifting apart Each nd everyday's takin away my heart til there's nuthin left But memories fillin up inside like heavy rain Til It opens up nd twist it down That's wen u understand my pain Out in the streets wid my bois we were ghetto ballin even if we unplemmployed We all had it rough thru the ghetto years happening But wusnt that enuff caught up in the love Then u didn't even calm of love Til your tears streamin down your eyes Let your heart broken a promise like Think about me in despites when you wonder why Time change like everything relationships rearrange Love is like a wealth people willing to cheat Nuthin strange ever on me the cycle of peace I wanted to give u love but never knew what it was If I did I won't part the cloud nd let the sunshine hold u tight appreciate u ever Being mine. Baby u noe it's hella hard for me to love a gangsta U making me full of misery nd all this anger I could never turn my cheek and call u a stranger Baby u noe it's hella hard for me to love a gangsta Them g**n fighting I have never complained I be happie u wus man but your heart I could obtained But it's too late nd I'm in over my head Im praying each day that u won't lie with the dead But I'm in love with a gangster that's the way that it goes Down wen u had money I wus down when u wus broke No matter situation I wus there by your side Crying and pushin foolish tears fr0m my dark brown eyes So what's is gonna take for u to open up to me Swallowing your pride nd spend sometime wid me It's hard to love a gangsta I can clearly see Wen your bois over there tell me, u needed me It's 5 in the morning 'nd u still ain't home U out wid ur bois in the streets alone Something inside is telling me that something might be wrong No patient, no message, u ain't picking up your fone What am I to do when I got a thug for a man There's so many things that is hard to comprehend I n0e I've always wanted a thug in my life But this pain is k**ing me like a sharp knife... Baby u noe it's hella hard for me to love a gangsta U making me full of misery nd all this anger I could never turn my cheek and call u a stranger Baby u noe it's hella hard for me to love a gangsta Livin this life as a thug ain't easy Hard to find a girl in this world to please me So I give my soul to u u give ur soul to me Even though I'm never around alwais wid the bois putin it down got you waitin catchin cases I noe it's hard to love a g But even though I put u thru all this misery U still here waiting for me Nd sumtimes I wonder why all the bullsh** I got u thru Having u feelin the blues nd u alwais still stay true U have my trust that u will never throw a fit That's why I give u my heart Girl, never find a lady like u in this world U's my gangsta queen I'm your king u's my grl u's my everythang My life is so---life widout u, feels so cold I'm jes lettin u noe I'm alwais gonna be right here Never leave your side so show no fear U alwais show me that u care That's why u my down a** shorty for life U's my girl, u's my shorty, u my wife Baby u noe it's hella hard for me to love a gangsta U making me full of misery nd all this anger I could never turn my cheek and call u a stranger Baby u noe it's hella hard for me to love a gangsta