Deep Inside Myself - Early Autumn lyrics

You wanted to go Because a full life was out of sight Sometimes you believed in unreal mights You lost your brother in early times You lost your life while waiting for a sign You waited for a life without all the pain You always wanted to exit from this room without doors You left this life to escape your despair But salvation won´t wait for you there Now you´re nowhere ....Maybe somewhere But no god waits for you All ideals ....and all ideas Are buried now with you You were at war Without ever knowing your enemy Without ever returning back home Where you always felt alone You wanted to be A part of your dream where no one feels loneliness You didn´t know you would never return From this early autumn