DeeMonster - Thunder and Lightning lyrics

Intro : yo sometimes we need to breathe and just ignore what's going on ha i always take my anger out by writing . And cussing and fighting ! Ha lehgo ! (Verse one) Pick up my act ? That's what everyone says to me like Ima sissy who can't look behind her back , well look b**h , the only thing I'll do is rap , cause outside of that , it's a fact you're right I have no life , just hide me b**h , I need to wear a hat ! Cause I have to hide from the big explosion that is gonna come , where the f** is it coming from ? I don't know man , chill , let me calm down ! No I can't not even hum ! Don't f**ing gimme sh** I know Ima vomit , out the rum , please I don't wanna blow up , when I eat gum ! Why does this always have to happen ? Everything , my body I feel so numb , let me hear the sound when I shoot the air gun ! And also when I write my raps , I need to hear the drum , but the sticks , I don't know homie , If I'm number one , I guess I'm not , feels like I'ma a failer and my rapper's game isn't worth a shot , haha homie my life is done ! What the f** do I do now , I have no career only sit down and run a mile ! Well that's not what I enjoy , won't bring me joy won't f**ing make me smile ! (Chorous) I go in the sky , well I don't know why is my life like this , I don't wanna lie , but I did ! But look people I'm a kid , my life I got rid , it just got struck by thunder and lightning . I got struck ouch it hurts what the f** ? (Verse two) You cowards could only get up . Well b**h look down on me , just leave me , help I'M STUCK ! f**ing didn't appreciate anything I do , you thought you knew how my life would be , well look at me you'll see . She's a monster , her name is Dee . Well look you didn't respect me , what the f** now I don't know anymore it feels like when I write my rhymes I have no luck i can't I give up ! Well the pen will leave me cause it's no point all I can do is hide and duck , the gooses are the ones who just told me I s** , well f** it , I'll just chuck it , my career is going down the toilet , mutha f**ers were right , it is causing a riot ! My CD it feels like no one wants to buy it , well get the song , it's whatever , rapping right now , I don't really wanna try it ? Cook up my words in the pan and just fry it ! Well I f**ing lied it , you were right it , because I knew my life isn't the sh** , I'ma bum , and I'm pissed , I have nothing but a paper and a grocery list ! Punch something but yeah right I have no strong fists , homie ! (Chorous) I go in the sky , well I don't know why is my life like this , I don't wanna lie , but I did ! But look people I'm a kid , my life I got rid , it just got struck by thunder and lightning . I got struck ouch it hurts what the f** ? (Verse three) I know I'm not the f**ing bomb , my career either isn't gonna go so long . Well think that a fillippina is a rapper and it's so so wrong , well what I'll do is just write a song , wait never mind because I'm done , maybe instead I should coach Ping pong , in hong kong . Well cut it , my thong , quit f**ing around with me , I don't wanna f** you , just want my life to be gone ! Well you always fall asleep on me , f**ing yawn , yes ima lazy peice of sh** , I don't mo the lawn , I'm not a king same with Lebron , no not Ron either from Harry Potter . All I am is a little gother . But you see me on fire , did I look like I got hotter ? Well nah you didn't help deemonster with her problem , no one got her . Maybe if you pulled out the gun , if you wanted you would've shot her , but maybe it's not too late to record a hit album with Flo Rida . Yeah whatever , I wanna give up , my mother always cared for her daughter but her daughter didn't like it wanted to just blood it on with slaughter ! (Chorous) I go in the sky , well I don't know why is my life like this , I don't wanna lie , but I did ! But look people I'm a kid , my life I got rid , it just got struck by thunder and lightning . I got struck ouch it hurts what the f** ?