DeeGee - Destination lyrics

I'm not going, put aside those actions I'm not going, put aside them words I'm not going, put aside all distractions I'm not going, cause words are only words... It's the first day of school, on a beautiful Monday morning I'm sitting outside cla**, watching the rain pouring Group of guys came up to me, must've found it boring Pushed me aside, and sent my stuff soaring I went to get my pen; they pushed me to the ground I tried to get back up, yet they pushed me back down As I walked off, they were laughing really loud And I spent my first day, without making a sound Were in cla** now, and the noise is like a riot I step outside, to try and get some peace and quiet He followed me outside; he knew I won't fight-it We were in school, I thought no way he'd try-it He looks at me, and asks “whatcha doing here?” I stare him in the eyes, sh** myself out of fear “I've got nothing against you, don't get the wrong idea” He seemed real calm, and was acting sincere So I turned and he struck me, for the world to see I started to cry, and what wants to be can be And I wept and wished, that my tears would set me free Yet the air condensed, and I found it hard to breathe So I ran off in the distance, and tried to catch some air I didn't do anything wrong, it just didn't seem fair I looked at my uniform, and saw tear after tear And saw deceiving eyes, as the school began to stare I don't understand why, we're from the same nation Yet my confidence is sinking, under disintegration I gotta warn you something, see it from observation This is my home, this is my destination I'm not going, put aside those actions I'm not going, put aside them words I'm not going, put aside all distractions I'm not going, cause words are only words... It keeps going and going, and this sh** don't stop You've taken book after book, and broken lock after lock And every time you walk past, you taunt me “what's up?” But I've finally had enough, and I don't give a f**! I yell at you, and you mock me some more I've got nothing to lose; you've got it all to fight for I remember that hit, the first day it was sore So I snap and decide, to call you girlfriend a who*e My bad! I got the worse beating I ever had And you'd think that beating, would've made me mad But instead it just shut me up, and made me sad As brutal as it sounds, and after the verbal torture You'd think I'd give it up, and forget about the future But the concept of me, being more mature Is stuck in my head, preventing the world from being any bluer And I don't know what to do, so I pick up a pen and write a song It takes me to a place, where I feel I belong And the more I write, the more it doesn't seem wrong In fact it gives me confidence, and makes me feel strong Yet my brains not functioning, it doesn't feel right Because this is Mr. Perfect, he don't run from a fight So I toss out the papers, and turn on the lights And begin to do some training, to work on my might I show up at school, and I'm ready to go I'm a different person, and that's what I'll show He don't want any part of me, as he's screaming no But I don't give it f**, cause I'm as low as I'll go So I swing, I hit, and I make the kid bleed He's screaming in pain, and that's what I need My angers satisfied, there's no need to feed So I go home, ask forgiveness, and pray my creed I was once told, forgive and forget But that's not what happens, feelings don't just jet I believe in one thing, forgive don't forget The best way to live life, is without any threats So I don't make threats, cause we're from the same nation And it puts me lower, and creates disintegration I tried to warn you, but you got more than observation This is my home, my new destination I'm not going, put aside those actions I'm not going, put aside them words I'm not going, put aside all distractions I'm not going, cause words are only words...