Deeda - I Wish It Would Go Away lyrics

"You see it's heartbreaking to feel this way everyday I wake up" "looking at the ceiling like it's all the same" "depression rules my brain, looking at myself in the mirror like your insane" "my thoughts saying you can't rap don't pretend like you can" , "my flaws are me trying at least I embrace them instead of Trying to erase em" " my bloods like paint thinner maybes that's why I'm always so cold, my anxiety makes my decisions" "like breathing and living it's a blessing when it's given, I remember life as a kid like I was happy and that was it" "now I'm looking at pair of steps" "like I can end this in 5 seconds or less" "even money never brought me happiness that's why I could give a f** less about it don't doubt that" "this whole music thing started as a dream and now it's a way to tell my story, you could never walk a mile in these vans man you don't understand" "even the doctors didn't wanna help they told me take these pills and you'll feel heath, I'm feeling pain and overwhelmed but nothing else" "like life isn't fair and in my eyes it's always a rainy day like my eyes can't see the sun in the best of days" "I begged for a girl to take it all away and she left instead like fix yourself" "I can't help but you know I need that self help" "but I been always trying to do it but I can't pursuit it my therapist just tells me you can do it" "but I don't know man I don't know where I'm just going" "like the pain won't go away I feel it every single day" "and I wish these demons would just go away " "I don't feel the same every single day it just won't feel like the pain will ever go away " "I wish it would all just go away"