Dee-Jay - Fragile lyrics

Chorus: I been up all night, I can't shut my eyes Lost my mind months ago, runnin outta time Feelin fragile now, drowned in Jack Daniels now Going crazy thought we'd blow up by now Cla**ic Cris: I been on some sh** I been up all night, I been tryna come up with a perfect line After perfect line, after perfect line, 4 AM n now Im out my f**ing mind Yeah Im fine leave me alone, 6 years since I been home All my family left me to my thoughts, never see me ventin I just keep it locked Away up in my brain, and I dont wanna talk About it, cuz it k**ed me when you guys took off No goodbye or nothin I was lost, n no one ever told me what the f** was going on I know my girl hate the way I cope Turning everything into a joke, smiling everywhere I go Even tho, any mothaf**in second I could blow ... Up Never deserved any trust, Im perfect at f**ings things up So dont gimme your love Ill just turn it to dust Im not the person to say I dont give a f** I could look back n just say I was outta luck Rather look back n be thankful for f**in up Either way, Crackhouse throw it up GKpaypa$tak$: True tale, I've failed over and over again in my life And that's why I succeed, still to this day I don't know who'd trust me, to take- Take the winning shot, but I bet I'll bank it from the lot My brains aching from the thought, I'm braking when you stop And got me hating my deposit that I dropped for this life I'd rather ride around deciding how I'll write my alibi to this cypher Decipher who's right for the rifle, I invite em, indescribable Lead vitamins prescribed again, its getting worse Inside of this pen is inside of my head and I'm writing again And I'm fighting to let it just shine and reflect that my mind isn't dim It feels like I've been given a curse Lying in bed and I'm trying to ventilate, higher than heaven to earth Flying away and I'm trying to say that I'm liable to never return I been the person to say I don;t give a f** Sad to look back at these days that I've given up Half of these rappers just hate that we showing up! Everyday Crackhouse throw it up Dee Jay: Where should I start Maybe talk about em breakin my heart Maybe why my thoughts seem so dark Tryin New d** for a kickstart What is one to do when the one lovin you wasn't true When you lock yourself up in the room When you feel there's nothin you can prove No friends I prefer vodka tell your girl she can ride shotgun I don't mean to give the wrong idea but your superhero I ain't tryna be em But I'll f** you right for the time being Gotchu hittin lines kinda like your skiing Even though I warned you I could be the reason why you choose the life and end up od'ing The thrill and the d** that make you feel real I fell in love with her first And when it's said and done it's all hers pp Your trust I swear I don't deserve it say you think I'm perfect but what's perfect without a purpose Cj: Thinking I'm bout to blow up I can't cuz I show nobody love What I been through got me f**ed up These people turning they back and show no trust n***as talking that beef I see no guns So I walk around fearing no one I paid my dues n***a I owe none And f** a blessing got my own funds Daddy raised a man, yes he did Sellin food stamps n***a you know how it is Crying asking why my f**ing momma left Asking god can he f**ing leave me dead If he don't Ima take it to the head In tired of the pain it's like a f**ing plague I'm losing the war but I'm winning the battle You can do everything it don't really matter n***as like b**hes and they all talk loud Look at my pictures, I don't have a smile Been through some sh** but I never broke down Saw some sh** but I don't tell a sound Never been fake and won't show now Stay to myself and I don't follow crowds The realest of n***as in my Crackhouse The hood made me strong never fragile