Ded - Inside lyrics

When I’m nothing but dead inside When I’m nothing but dead inside I can’t feel a thing! I don’t feel a f**ing thing Satisfaction or pain Metaphorical tidal washes everything I just wanna be the same Shut off my f**ing brain It’s like an open vein pouring over everything I’m not complaining I don’t need help I don’t need pity I just don’t have the luxury of denial in me You’re not my friend so take a walk If you don’t like it then kick some rocks and turn me off I’m dead inside I’m dead inside I’m dead inside I can’t feel a thing When I’m nothing but dead inside And that’s all that’s left to see Cuz I felt the fire die in a lifetime woe is me Staring in the dark I sit Swimming through my regrets And I don’t know if I’ll ever get to the future sh** It’s easier to take a pill It only helps me still They’ll never cure me now And never have and never will I think I’ve had it over dramatic and overk** Callously eating me while I sit here f**ing still It’s 5 am I see the end I’ll go to sleep if I need to and do it all again I’m dead inside I’m dead inside I’m dead inside I can’t feel a thing When I’m nothing but dead inside And that’s all that’s left to see Cuz I felt the fire die in a lifetime woe is me Dead inside When I’m nothing but dead inside You can send me into the sea Cuz heaven is hard to find in a lifetime woe is me Wait start again This isn’t my life it’s not who I’ve been Wait not again Tell me I’m dreaming I’m innocent When I’m nothing but dead inside And that’s all that’s left to see Cuz I felt the fire die in a lifetime woe is me Dead inside When I’m nothing but dead inside You can send me into the sea Cuz heaven is hard to find in a lifetime woe is me Dead inside…