Ded - Beautiful lyrics

I am a loss I’m made of scum Abandoned and godless Just being honest I hide and stare I’m so aware That you make me worthless Sickening perfect I hate you cuz you’re beautiful I read em’ and weep like I always do I hate you cuz you’re beautiful If just once I could see you in ruins too Dripping in spit Hide me away No one should see me Pointless believe me Nothing to give Bottomless sh** Exist in your shadow Life in gallows I hate you cuz you’re beautiful I read em’ and weep like I always do I hate you cuz you’re beautiful If just once I could see you in ruins too You will never know all the pain that drives me You will never know the pain I hate you cuz you’re beautiful I read em’ and weep like I always do I hate you cuz you’re beautiful If just once I could see you in ruins too I am a loss I’m made of scum Abandoned and godless Just being honest I hate you cuz you’re beautiful I hate you cuz you’re beautiful I hate you cuz you’re beautiful I hate you cuz you’re beautiful