Deciding Tonight - The End Of An Error lyrics

Reading back on the lines Second guessing all my words How do I apologize for ruining someone's life besides my own? Regrets on the back of the boat I guess I'm all out of time Looking for a treasure That I knew I'd never find I know it's not what we planned But I had to take a chance And I failed Take this note Tear it to pieces If I let you down again Tie myself to the tide Sacrificing all I had How do I apologize for ruining someone's life besides my own? Regrets on the back of the boat I guess I'm all out of time Looking for a treasure That I knew I'd never find I know it's not what we planned But I had to take a chance And I failed Take this note Tear it to pieces If I let you down again As I float away Let the kerosene spill Soak the lighthouse floor I know it's not an answer And I know it's not a cure I try to get to shore I hope the moon will keep his promises And get me back to land This time as I float away There won't be one more chance There's always one more chance Take this note Tear it to pieces again