December's Finest - Still Fighting lyrics

[Produced by LoudBoy] [Intro] Sweff! Diddy long! These are just the thoughts in my head, and I feel like I should just share 'em Okay, so [Verse 1: Sweffy Barr] Realistic dreams caught in a world of contingency Consistently weathered down by the demons who try to get rid of me I'm such a savage yelling "Geronimo!" into any buzz I can see Searching for a portrait of apathetic ecstasy Drifting at sea with nose bleeds, humming a song only a siren can preach Watching the movie of myself turning into what I don't want to be Sad that negativity became the power source for the thoughts that my brain conceives The state that I'm in has become quite the emergency That can only be changed with the sincerest of urgency Speak my mind till the people have heard of thee Shakespearin' my poetry so only the real can contest To my disease, for being sicker than uncle cousin brother with sister, incest Stress tried to outweigh my head to where I couldn't bench press The thought of the future or even what's next. (get 'em) No appreciation for what I had, always starving for more, (get 'em) All I could think about was having less Waking up accepting life for being over Time was always wasted when I'm home alone sober (true) Had to grow up and call out my problems like we were playing red rover (red rover! red rover!) Then I would stare and hope that nothing will come over. Got a little bit older Started climbing the cliffs of Dover, just to see if it's colder. (brr) Even the strangeness of my mind at the time, written in stone as a rhyme Couldn't have even gotten me signed with Tech N9ne Now, I have love for myself and appreciation for everything that's mine Now I spit sh** doper than opiates cause everyone wants to do a line All I'm doing is rhythmically contemplating the words on my mind This is the moment in darkness where I actually took a chance to shine People think that I'm wrong the way that I'm always sit at home, and make my words sublime But, I'm taking a moment to actually be on one, so I can claim I'm actually, truly, one of a kind [Hook: Sweffy Barr] If I have to, I'll keep fighting a losing battle Until all the moments my bones become shattered Knowing the only thing in my heart that truly matters Is to spread some love, light, and some laughter If I have to, I'll keep fighting a losing battle Until the moment all of my bones become shattered Knowing the only thing in my heart that truly matters Is to spread some love, light, and some laughter [Verse 2: Diddy] So many voices in my head, drop dead Snug up with my little sisters on the sofa bed Living off water and that whole wheat bread We had no father figure, bro! we was all misled, to Believe that Santa would show up on Christmas Eve To each of us is getting one gift under the Christmas tree And that wasn't gonna stop Diddy to succeed To be the person he believed to be, trust me! There was no women on my mind, being rich was the prize, goodbye I'm too high, with red eyes, playing with my life, snake eyes! Stay positive, no f**s to give, push away all the negative No matter how much you wanna be talkative, I won't tell you what I been through When I was lost, who did I turn to? If you helped me through my struggle, I say thank you! I say thank you! I'm on that 6 train listening to Kanye Smooth ride with no delays Menace to society, with no privacy, in NYC I'm in control of my life, pay attention to my own advice I'll sacrifice anything for my mother to make sure that she live right! Clutch final shot at the buzzer! Play every game, check my numbers! And judge yourself, and not no others [Hook: Sweffy Barr] If I have to, I'll keep fighting a losing battle Until all the moments my bones become shattered Knowing the only thing in my heart that truly matters Is to spread some love, light, and some laughter If I have to, I'll keep fighting a losing battle Until the moment all of my bones become shattered Knowing the only thing in my heart that truly matters Is to spread some love, light, and some laughter