Decameron - Prophecy of Life to Come lyrics

I can't pretend I'm blind I look deep into myself To find a meaning of it all Why do we have to live at all There are lies in every meaning At birth, sold to higher realms No chance to choose your way You must try to follow light But human desires wants your life Am I alive or am I dead or do I have a fate? I must learn the facts of life I must learn to hate I look deep into myself No answers, my mind goes blank Loneliness in mourning I think my life has ceased But why am I still feeling, why am I still in pain? Prophecy of life to come This must be my life. Why? Eternal pain controls my time Infected veins what is my crime Confusion, is this love or hate Illusions, I must tear down what I create Come on, come on Come on Come with me, come with me, come with me, come with me Am I alive or am I dead or do I have a fate? I must learn the facts of life I must learn to hate