Decadence - I Don't Know Why lyrics

I don't know why I'm still here, on my knees, begging you not to leave. Your lies choke me up with tears, your love isn't real. Doesn't matter how hard I try, I can't seem to get you off my mind. Your words have stayed with me, all this time. She doesn't know who I am. You kept her from me. Now she wants you back home, leaving me all alone. I guess I'm not nearly as strong, as to get up and walk away from you, like you do. Your love isn't real.. Baby, you were never here..