Dear Tonight - Dead Boys (unmastered Sampler Version) lyrics

Were not men and admissions like this poke holes in holy men Im just play-acting, navigating my way through relationships and Emotions with well-timed nods and much-rehearsed smiles; I pretend to care more than i listen Your sincerity used to be something i envied Now i can't understand a word you say Because im cold and hardly even embarra**ed to admit that my chief concern when im at your house late at night Is what time i need to wake up Im on cruise control: no ups, no downsjust a middle road with Occasional late night rides: Artificial roller coasters and an alarm set for me in the morning It might be sad, but i dont know anything about that I weigh more these days, i feel thicker Layers of rough, calloused skin with dense bones and endless sheets of cartilage and muscle The people around me smile and talk and breathe and it all means Absolutely nothing; The jukebox plays songs that used to start revolutions, but those days seem far away And even my own words, they dip down into me, trying to believe Themselves, trying to echo loud But find nothing to bounce off of I speak sincerely about emotions that ive only read about And i dont care whether people believed me or not by the time i get home I dont touch the flame, i do sniff at the perfume, and i always keep an umbrella nearby But i lie because none of it registers and i feel nothing Fires dont burn and the rains sure as sh** dont soak And all i really want is a stabbing I want to kick the addiction I want to feel a goddamn thing