Deaf Havana - Anemophobia lyrics

I worry about the weather and the pressure in my head And how my lungs can’t find the oxygen to form a single breath That doesn’t get caught in my throat with all the words I couldn’t say I pray that things are getting better… I still worry about the weather and I’m sick to d**h of rain And these panic attacks do nothing for my tired and swollen brain My days aren’t getting better, I’m still numbing all the pain I lost my mind and all my hope in feeling fine again I’m holding out for a saving grace to show me the error of my ways I really need a change I’m not a pessimist but sometimes hope is missed or missing I haven’t felt so f**ing drained. I need a break I caught a glimpse of my reflection and didn’t recognise my face I left an note at home explaining how I’m sorry that I left I just needed to be alone for a while to realise that I’m a mess I pray that things are better but I won’t hold my breath. I’m holding out for a saving grace to show me the error of my ways I really need a change I’m not a pessimist but sometimes hope is missed or missing I haven’t felt so f**ing drained. I need a break I’m not quite there but I’m on my way I’m still forgetting names and faces, I need to get away from this place Because my outlook’s changed along with how I speak I’m really not the same as I used to be I’m always living in my head and I can’t remember when I last felt alive. I’m holding out for a saving grace to show me the error of my ways I really need a change I’m not a pessimist but sometimes hope is missed or missing I haven’t felt so f**ing drained. I need a break