Deadly Snakes - Gore Veil lyrics

If I gore veil in my mind I could turn to reality I would leave you behind, put you far away from me Through this veil I will find I could see my mortality I could see it stare back at me I could see him point and laugh at me I've been lost, all my life now I've found what's meant for me On the edge of a knife is a calm simplicity In the storm and the strife there's a moment's clarity When the quivering fraility now has all but fled from me Today i saw an apple in my head and there was blood on my hands Well everything was fire engine red and all the good pigeons sang Bap ba da ba Bap ba da ba Bap ba da ba Just as our point of departure could this veil grow wings and fly But the truth that I harbor has no veil to make you cry What a shame there is no cure for a fear of things that die For the need to tell a lie for a dryness in the eye Today i saw an apple in my head and there was blood on my hands Well everything was fire engine red and all the black guys they sang Bap ba da ba Bap ba da ba Bap ba da ba What am I for, what am I for if not to lie among the palms What am I for, what am I for if not to sing another song What am I for, what am I for if not to paint the walls with blood What am I for, what am I for if not to bury in the mud What am I for, what am I for if not to build a shelter here What am I for, what am I for if not to pa** another year What am I for, what am I for if not to wander through the rye What am I for, what am I for, what am I for, bap ba da ba If not to die Bap ba da ba [fade out]