Deadlock - This Winter Day's Magic lyrics

this winter day's magic seems not to be noticed by me again... tired and uninspired oh yes the song I listen to says so much but is it really my fault should I be more open-hearted should I completely change myself to start being loved by people I don't love or should I always smile and start talking to those people but I hate those conversations those I hope they soon run dry and the circle seems to close itself apathy spreads it's wings this winter day's magic seems not to be noticed by me again... so I wait for your call because I need you there but the phone doesn't ring depression embrace my soul frustration tears my heart again and again