Dead Ties - Endless lyrics

Wide eyed awake But still tired The alarm sings a start of a new day When will I stop living this way? Day after day it's the same story When will it cease? (When will it cease?) Restless nights are infecting me With a disease that has no name Harmless to the body Exhausting to the brain Who will heal me? Wasting my days With my head in my arms I sit there begging My eyes not to close Why can't it be, this easy to sleep at night? I lay awake Thinking about what could have been This disease is conquering me I've given up I am letting it win With all this money I have I can't buy an hour of sleep Slumber is not for sale But alcohol is dirt cheap Wide eyed Awake but still tired This distress that controls my mind; Feels like I'm being buried alive I have become nocturnal Without a choice This disease is conquering me I've given up I am letting it win With all this money I have I can't buy an hour of sleep My stress and demons conspire Clear thoughts are all I desire