Dead Prez - f**ed Up lyrics

[Verse 1] How do it feel to be high without d**? Some say it's the feelin of love for yourself I can't call it, I just threw up in the toilet And all my life I said I wasnt gonna be no alcholic I'm flailin son, tryin to stay sober but the alchohol be callin son like a ghost So let's make a toast to my liver and my kidneys Pour out a little Henny here's to gout in your twenties Not many n***az make it to 30 we ride dirty Breath stinkin, already drinkin, bright an' early Out an earl na smirnoff, gin and 8 ball Pa**ed out on the bathroom floor with my clothes off Remember them knickies? tall can't fit in they dickies? Before they put them cameras up in the corna store We used to be so much fun when we was young Tryin to holler at somethin smellin like 151 Gettin thrown out the club all buzzed I'm bout to get the gun, dawg But I ain't even know where I was My n***a emae had to carry me home a many day It was Heineken, dreks, engays, and eng They say alcoholism is in my DNA cause my pops liked to get f**ed up the same way They say alcoholism is in my DNA cause my pops liked to get f**ed up the same way [Verse 2] I got so f**ed up last night I pa**ed out a**ed out man I couldnt even get to the house and I know I shouldnt been drinkin on an empty stomach but the fliest said open bar I said f** it went from vodka to rum, from rum to cogniac and my body feel like ive been fightin in combat and ive been coughin up yellow sh** breakin a sweat i've been shakin like a leaf but thats just what I get for pourin my own poison and throwin it back and its not enough to just know better you gotta act I know I said that the last time but I was havin such a good time