De Elusive - BlackKnightSatellite lyrics

[Intro: Ill-Noize] (Do you ever feel like you're not real? No words to express how I feel I just feel like I'm not here Anywhere, Dissappear I see no reflection in the mirror...) [Verse: Ill-Noize] I'm a ghost Walking in a constant state of comatose I'm just high most times, I get high & vibe Yea you know the whole block is live Live for nights when I feel alive Nights I feel like the world is mine Spotlight on, it's my time to shine! Feel like I work too much But I ain't got nothin' to show, no dough It won't grow in my pocket on its own But I don't make enough... Call me a safe bet, I'm betting I'm not... Don't be actin' all Brand New 'round me You know I seen ya nude girl You know I made you cum, baby! (f** it!) I'm single now Got no ring on this finger now I'll never let another b**h bring me down In a relationship, I stay legit Speakers up & I ain't afraid Say it twice, man I ain't afraid Tryin'a live my life with the waves Pour cement & I'll pave the way... I'm just mad as f** 'Cause these people don't care enough Government you can not trust U.S.A., there is no "Us..." (Cops k**in' the youth Jail time for us, paid leave for you? Smear campaign step up to the booth But you were caught in the act homie We got proof...) [Hook: Ill-Noize] So who can I trust these days? Cause I can't even trust my own mind & I'm so afraid... Cause half the time I think That if I died it wouldn't change a thing Would they gather at my grave & sing? Or would they just f**ing bury me? Forget my name, the games that I played The blood on the razorblade, don't save the date, they'll just call me insane, but... Am I really crazy? It's this world that made me & I'll go out, gun blazing Until then you can't phase me...