DDLUXZ - Firestarter lyrics

[Eric Ashtin] Yeah, I bet you're with your new dude I'm sure you never think of me now I bet you feel like you can breathe now Like I used to keep you tied up & beat down Uh, but it wasn't really like that Though I'm sure you're safe pretending like it all was I could to tell you that it really wasn't all hate You could tell me that it really wasn't all love Look, I know I've acted like an a**hole And I'm pretty sure at some point we all do But I know you see my text message pop up on your iPhone You could have at least answered when I called you You didn't have to say that we still had a chance left Or keep me waiting up, hanging on my last breath That's just cold, girl, I'd never put you through that We had a history, at least I thought you knew that I drink to forget you Or build enough courage until I text you Or build enough nerve until I regret you In my head I say “I wish I never met you!” Then you say “Well, I wish I never left you.” Then we make out, then I blackout Then I wake up and I'm still all alone I grab my phone & I'm yelling ‘When you gonna be home?!' I suffocate you, I hate you deeply Next week I love you, I feel so needy I wonder if you want me or you still need me That's when you call me, you want to see me Feed me affection, say you love me Kiss me or hug me, touch me, f** me Try to give me something or show me closure My heart still hurts and I'm so hungover- And I feel like sh** And you look like a top 10 super model by comparison You're drop dead And I reek of last night's worst secret We fell in love but we still go for the cheek kiss Now we're sitting in the middle of a diner And you only order water And I'm trying to remind her Of the moments we had prior But she's blocking them out She's a lover and a fighter And she's knocking me out Is this hopeless? Or am I running off of false fate? And don't front like the s** wasn't all great I always held you in good hands like all-state I always stayed-up for you when you use to call late Just to wake up and waste away with you all day Keep that in mind as you're letting me down Dear God, don't tell me she's forgetting me now I hate your friends, I know they tell you we don't gel But how you go and f** another dude in your hotel? Even when you told me you still want us to work out How you go and f** another dude in your hotel? I heard of everything, even the things you don't mention Word is you'll give it to anyone who gives you attention So when did you go from being precious to being pretentious? I just want to know, watching you ho is depressing I guess this was a lesson I was meant to endure When you told me it was over thought I lost it for sure But knowing the girl that you were And knowing the girl that you are I'm kind of glad we're no more... [Brian Aleman] I've been there, I've done that Nevermind this, I'll come back Though I've been away, I'm still not the same And the convo's that we've spoken on the phone Girl, have me broken It's such a shame it's ended this way I've text you, I've called you I've followed, girl, I beg you As I complain I've too made mistakes And the love weight that I carry You've abandoned, unfairly Has me to claim that you can never change girl Such a shame, girl Where's the blame, girl? Where's the blame? Oh It's on, oh it's on But you'll never change girl Such a shame, girl Where's the blame, girl? Where's the blame? Oh it's on, oh it's on, oh it's on you… [Eric Ashtin] My ex called- blue moon She alone in that one bath/two room She afraid that she won't find love, and I know Cause we both walked away from things too soon So I ignored it, but she called back And I'm curious to know where her thoughts at So I green-light it and I'm reminded Why we decided to just fall back So I hang up, but she's hung up On the things that we had that she f**ed up Cause she had me and she knew that But she took advantage and she blew that Yeah, pun intended Won't pretend it- Didn't hurt but, not offended You expect it from dames like these But you got to stay balanced in J's like these [Brian Aleman] You'll never change girl Such a shame girl Where's the blame, girl Where's the blame? Oh it's on, oh it's on You'll never change girl Oh it's on. Oh, it's on