Day Of Gray - Dead Black lyrics

I'm so cruel and I'm so mean, when I'm in disguise it seems What is it that I think I'll discover, if I run from this cover So that you won't be wiser, I'm the emotional, emotional miser Feeling the black inside my head, and the way it makes me feel so dead Don't look back the black is on the attack Leaving all it touches, touches dead That's the way it takes away the pain in my head Will you help me find, will you help me lose my mind Don't look back of the black is on the attack Taking away the pain in my head till I'm dead Funny how I do not have any feelings of dread Will you help me find, will you help me lose my mind Live by my disguise instead, as if to prove that reality's dead Am I trying to hide a disgrace, is that why I bleed the light from this place What is it that I think I will find, is it just another unread sign What is it that I think I will fear, is it I'll wash away my disguise with tears Don't look back the black is on the attack Leaving all it touches, touches dead That's the way it takes away the pain in my head Will you help me find, will you help me lose my mind Don't look back of the black is on the attack Taking away the pain in my head till I'm dead Funny how I do not have any feelings of dread Will you help me find, will you help me lose my mind The cruel things that I do and say, are eating my heart and my mind a way In my head I am searching around, trying to k** what is keeping me down The flames are burning they never tire, I don't know why my world on fire with all that has burned through me, there is only one way to be free Don't look back the black is on the attack Leaving all it touches, touches dead That's the way it takes away the pain in my head Will you help me find, will you help me lose my mind Don't look back of the black is on the attack Taking away the pain in my head till I'm dead Funny how I do not have any feelings of dread Will you help me find, will you help me lose my mind Will you help me find, will you help me lose my mind