Day Forty-One - Lair lyrics

Welcome to my lair, this is where I pull back the layers Walking down my psyche stairs Mining for that which I care for It’s a careful line I gotta walk I want to fix the problems, I don’t wanna get caught It’s been a couple years of fighting fears and breaking walls I crossed so much terrain mentally But I barely even walked towards my destination Now that is what I’m facing The clock, I’ve gotta race it It’s not in my own favour My dream is still hollow I wonder what I’m doing wrong Who here hears the noise and who hears the song? This is my lifeline but could it be my falling? With a short timeline, the only way is giving all This is my lifeline but could it be my falling? With a short timeline, the only way is giving all It’s funny, sometimes the only way for me to get motivated Is to make a mistake and try to compensate for my failing I’m far too attuned to my negative emotions When I fall, help me realize I’m never truly broken I stand in front of a gloomy rugged tunnel At the other side there’s a light that funnels through the mist inside It’s hard to see my way Yeah, there’s no easy way I’ve gotta travel through if I want to see the light of day This is my only meaning, but my motivation is fleeting Won’t you seek me and show me something? For you’re my rock, my base, above a gaping drop Hold me up before this stops Welcome to my lair, this is where I pull back the layers Walking down my psyche stairs Mining for that which I care for It’s a careful line I gotta walk I want to fix the problems, I don’t wanna get caught