David L. Martins - Dyslexia lyrics

Is this real life? Think twice. Most the time you'll never feel like You need love. Cuz you greed lust, Real numb. You won't heal, Touch... Them scared wounds, Just don't pick at em. Star and moons You could split atoms. But you're too afraid to just succeed So you secede and don't think back And it k**s me... That I can't spell And I can't write So I can't tell When I'm getting through to a side of your heart I mean brain, do I dare start, With this rean*lysis bullsh**? Full clip by that pulpit Let me stand alone in the darkness And just pull till I'm pushing Through those gates at heaven's door, I hear ringing, I beg for more As I'm climbing up that barbed wire, my hands drip on a metal floor And I guess I don't belong here. Guess I don't belong there. Wish I would just disappear ...I wish i could just disappear, But.