David Bromberg - Blue Is Fallin' lyrics

I went out today, I hardly had a choice Couldn't stand the sound of my own voice You should've heard me talkin' on the telephone All mornin' long with nothing good to say You came and try to help me but I pushed you away I said I'm too hot to handle, you better leave me alone Blue is fallin' on me again No one hears me callin' as they push me in I try to fight it but I never win Blue is fallin' on me again We live together in this place and time But I feel all alone and it's an awful crime I gotta pull away for a day or two I wanna dig a hole so deep and wide I can bury all the hurt and the pain inside I'm afraid of myself and I'm afraid for you Blue is fallin' on me again No one hears me callin' as they push me in I try to fight it but I never win Blue is fallin' on me again I'll be makin' jokes, I'll be ridin' high Then something turns the key, it all goes awry It starts pushin' me down, down to my knee I always hated when I act this way I try to stop it from coming but it comes anyway There's nothing about you, it's all about me Blue is fallin' on me again No one hears me callin' as they push me in I try to fight it but I never win Blue is fallin' on me again No one hears me callin' as they push me in I try to fight it but I never win Blue is fallin' on me again