Dash the Baptist - Untitled new lyrics

Hook: What what life is so crazy Here today then today is a maybe? Eeenie meenie minio mo find yourself guantanoamo Yippidy yappidy then gone like dynamo Verse 1: Theres a lump on my throat might be cancer, been a month since i wrote living with No answer, who gives a f** about rap if your time is up Grim reaper in the room like man up A man down but man up put your hands up Kicking and screaming the demon screaming whats the meaning? Slowly believing the reason for breathing not for pleasing? Slowly revealing the meaning of life can't believe it Hello darkness my old friend ive come to talk with you again Lets talk a walk down memory lane, memory sane, memories will they remain Or change, or fade to black, am back, but still uncertain, this lifes Not promised my final curtain, no ones deserving but d**h am desserting Verse2: 28th october 1983 out came dash i was born free, 2015 insanity Mortality seen through the doctors eye Normality to the aye aye aye, acceptance then i spy a lie Too young too restless this senseless I sense this so the bars influenced Darkened by surrender if my words truest Believe they say live to the fullest But belief i betray when am staring in the mirror I besiege a poltergeist so i deliver My inner demons no christ am a sinner Living for todsy not k**ing for tomorrow Accepting that my health in the hand of, the surgeon Ive got kids life i was surgeon, invicible untouchable then life desserting?